The biggest fear for a creative's soul is loss of inspiration.. The death of a connection to that creative energy, the source.. The desire to perform the death of desire... The death of the muse.. I wonder where she has been.. That beautiful intelligence that overcomes me, that penetrates me, impregnates me, and lovingly and patiently await for my delivery.. With full acceptance she awaits.. Assisting and watching me deliver our creation.. This is Magic.